"It would take a book of genius to demonstrate this truth, commonplace though it may be, that one must have suffered in order to be capable of love. Love is an act of the will, but pain is always a prior revelation to that very act, because man has places in his poor heart that do not yet exist — and into these suffering enters so they may have life. This is why martyrdom — the complete acceptance of all possible suffering — instantly precipitates the soul into perfect love, without even passing through the painstaking imitation of penance."
Léon Bloy, Lettres de jeunesse (1870-1893), 1920
"The more selfish you are, the more involved life becomes. The one who does most to avoid suffering is, in the end, the one who suffers the most: and his suffering comes to him from things so little and so trivial that one can say that it is no longer objective at all. It is his own existence, his own being, that is at once the subject and the source of his pain, and his very existence and consciousness is his greatest torture."
Thomas Merton, The Sign of Jonas, 1953
"The dazzling and consuming act of pride that transformed the angel of light into an angel and prince of darkness condemned him to an insatiable, and therefore desperate, need to acquire. Having fallen from the eternal, Satan's desires are endless and insatiable. Having fallen from pure Being, he seeks to possess. But the problem is forever insoluble. For in order to have and possess, it would be necessary to have life, to Be, and he is connected to life no longer. All he takes into himself he destroys. And to be sure, he can have it, since he is called Prince of this World in Scripture — but he will never have anything but the things of this world. He will never regain Heaven, which is properly the soul of this world, and the essence of existence."
Denis de Rougemont, La Part du Diable, Switzerland, 1944
"God creates us free, free to be selfish, but He adds a mechanism that will penetrate our selfishness and wake us up to the presence of others in this world, and that mechanism is called suffering."
William Nicholson, Shadowlands, 1989
“Addiction might be the best word to explain the lostness that so deeply permeates society. Our addiction make us cling to what the world proclaims as the keys to self-fulfillment: accumulation of wealth and power; attainment of status and admiration; lavish consumption of food and drink, and sexual gratification without distinguishing between lust and love. These addictions create expectations that cannot but fail to satisfy our deepest needs.”
Henri J.M. Nouwen, The Return of the Prodigal Son, 1991
"To love at all is to be vulnerable. Love anything and your heart will be wrung and possibly broken. If you want to make sure of keeping it intact you must give it to no one, not even an animal. Wrap it carefully round with hobbies and little luxuries; avoid all entanglements. Lock it up safe in the casket or coffin of your selfishness. But in that casket, safe, dark, motionless, airless, it will change. It will not be broken; it will become unbreakable, impenetrable, irredeemable. To love is to be vulnerable."
C.S. Lewis, The Four Loves, 1960
"Christ did not overcome pleasure and pain by a sort of stoic insensibility, an inability to feel; he mastered them through the strengthening of his spirit, thus at the same time preserving yet transfiguring our full human sensibility to suffering and our tendency to want to escape from it. His cross means that the spirit is victorious over matter without making matter of no effect, but by transfiguring the material world through the response of a will wholly given to God."
Dimitrios Stăniloae, The Victory of the Cross, Teologia dogmatică ortodoxă, 1978
Suffering is a means by which God tempers us, refines us, saves us, afflicting us so we do not lapse into vain self-sufficiency. Not to become snared in a pride and a perverse individualism that gathers us blindly into ourselves, and separates us from His grace and His creation.
To suffer is how to grow in humility, and conform ourselves to do what He commands, rather than what we will. Sacrifice chastens, and makes people feel their common humanity. Pride will not permit a proud man to suffer, anything.
Prayer is how we sustain ourselves in times of both suffering and joy, with humility in this life, as we resort not only to ourselves or to the world, but to all things with God. And so we find comfort in His will, and the conversations that we keep with His grace and many tender mercies.
The proud servants of the world who are shadows of men can not see this, and in not seeing do not understand. To their darkened hearts those who love are fools.
God's consolations and comforts to His people are hidden, delivered in quiet moments, heart to heart. And so He gathers His children together, and keeps them safe, and slowly takes them from this sickened world and the shadow people therein, that search endlessly in their insatiable misery for souls to fill their emptiness, and to devour.
"Great God! Why do men fight who were born to be brothers?" Confederate General James Longstreet
Because it serves the purposes of those empty and selfish creatues who have made themselves into beasts.
Stocks fell today, from a greatly overbought condition. The denizens of the Street are defending tech in the NDX, because they wish to have a clear field for landing two massive IPOs later this month.
SpaceX is absurdly overvalued, but the rules that will compel index funds into forced buying have been distorted just for this final gasp of the AI bubble. This is a shocking betrayal of fiduciary and regulatory duty. Not only can they see what is coming, they are acting purposely to make it happen again for their own selfish gains.
Gold and silver were hit again and the Dollar ticked higher.
The Empire and its dark creatures will not go quietly. They have escaped the consequences of their behaviour too many times in the past to act with caution, much less honor. They are emboldened.
But this too will pass. As they become bolder the mask of their hypocrisy falls away. Their lies, and thefts, and murders become apparent.
Those who make themselves beasts do well for a time, but then fall away into disgrace and desolation, and are forgotten. Always.
What we are seeing is the last grasp of the damned.
Have a pleasant evening.















